how much does brain surgery cost?
i'm looking to change mine.
why do people gossip? is it because their lives pale in comparison to the characters in the grapevine? or could that be that they have too much spare time they don't know better use for?
come the next genetic-age, we should immediately identify the gossip gene and remove it for good. and contrary to some people's opinion that gossip is an effective way of winning friends, let me break the cold painful news to you - gossiping is a result of A CHARACTER FLAW. along with racism, it's something that ruins people's lives.
so my friends, if you can't resist uttering "i-hear-from-somewhere-that..." on your next caffeine fix with your friends, hold your mouth and take a step back to look at your own lives. perhaps you might just be worthy of being THE GOSSIP in other conversations somewhere sometime.
go get a life meanwhile.
i am so fortunate for you to be by my side now, on my bed.
just want to say that i'll miss you for the next 2 weeks.
i hear from a lil' birdy that a lot of chinese men in Beijing have herpes.
... so don't fool around there. :)
can't wait for you to be back 2 weeks later.
we must go to the porridge stall one day.
i love you.
It's been a decent friday for me. Just received news that my student visa's approved, that and the air ticket's booked too. yay, fews steps closer to aussieland baby.
Went bowling today with my poker chummies. being the incorrigible gamblers we are, we actually betted on the outcome of the games. my team won two team games, despite me not having bowled for the past 9 years and posting real crappy scores for the first game. haha talk about defying odds yeah?
and oh, to my ardent anonymous commentator, if you have nothing better to do and love leaving disparaging remarks on my blog, at least leave your real name down so that we can have a proper discourse. I'm running out of people to argue with anyway.
4 days more baby! can't wait yeah?! I'm so glad you're coming back early. If I just lay here, would you lay with me and just forget the world?
let's chase cars.
i'd like to try. it's been so long since i feel closely for someone. it's amazing how you stumbled into my life. and i'm happy at the way things turned out so far
i'm as afraid as you are of the unknown. but venturing into the great beyond is what makes life interesting and colourful.
can't wait for u to be back.
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
this is fact not fiction, for the first time in years.
i sorely miss you. people keep on telling me they see you around all the time, but i haven't had the fortune of bumping into you. then again, i'm not sure if i can handle the emotional frays if i see you.
i've become more disillusioned with the idea of love each passing day. i used to see couples around me and i feel happy for them. now i just feel resigned and angry. it's been more than a year and i cannot endeavour to love anyone else still. i'm truly tired of feeling this way. i'm tired of thinking about you every other moment. i'm truly tired of keeping all your gifts and the polaroid cutouts of our 1st christmas.
ultimately i know only i am able to provide the solution to my own agony. the question is, do i even bother addressing the problem now?
i can't wait to leave this place. i'm eagerly looking forward to a whole new life in australia. you told me once i can't make it to ANU because i was too cock-sure about myself. well, i have, and i can't wait to go live out my dreams, though it wouldn't be the same without you in it.
a strong part of why i am ultimately unable to put this love down is because of the fact that you betrayed my love for you and cheapened it so much by seeing someone else days after you suggested the break up. let's admit there, you screwed it up ultimately, and with it my life went too.
there was never a closure at all. you never bothered explaining to me your actions and stance. like someone on a guilt trip, you make it seem like you've gone out of the way to avoid the evidence.
i know you do not give a shit about me at the end of the day. i never expected you to. why would you really, when you are basking in the glorious affection of the other guy. i still bear strong grudges towards the both of you. to me the both of you will always be guilty parties, and i never see myself forgiving either for all the trauma and torment you have put me through. i tried to though. i tried very hard, telling myself as long as you are happy, i'll be alright. at the end of the day i blame myself for all that rhetoric bullshit. i know you were acting irresponsibly there, and there's no reason why i should give you the benefit of the situation. i cried till my tears have long dried up, and all that's left is an empty hollow shell which people around me gradually come to know me as. i do not have a beautiful soul left. every day is like night to me now, and i'm mired in total darkness and like a blind man, trying helplessly to feel my way out. only now do i realise that the lines between strong love and hate is really that blurred.
i will have my revenge someday. i will have my cake and eat it.
fuck off.
